Many of you know me quite well. Actually, who am I kidding, NONE of you know me well. But enough to know parts of my personality. I suppose it is no secret that I'm quite fickle. Though it may surprise some of you to hear/read this, I do think about it sometimes. I often wonder if it's due to my reasoning mind or my reptilian mind; i.e. head or heart. Some of you may recall me saying I want to be a bachelor for a long time, but I wonder now if perhaps that is wise. I'll need at least 2 little assholes to carry on my legacy anyway.
Many times I have thought whether I would be fickle my whole life, or just for now. Many times I have given up thinking for something less torturous on my brain, e.g. sleeping/eating/sleeping/eating/sleeping. Now however I can't sleep nor eat. So I guess I'll just go play a game. Which brings me to my next point.
Gaming has become something of a lifestyle for me. FPS? No sweat. RPG? Piece of cake. RTS? I know Hannibal's tactics like ABCs. We all know of people who have made gaming their professional career. Can I do it? Sure. Do I want to? I have no idea. Naturally my parents would prefer I not be a gamer but I've never really cared too much about what they want me to be. Rather, it is about the lifespan of the gaming market. Many many games = less games with good quality = less fun = less gamers = less games = no market. Will it stay? Gaming is too unstable a job.
I'm starting to rant. I have no idea what I'm talking about. I'm sleepy. Can I ever not wake up? Would be fun I guess. But not right now. I have too much unaccomplished. Shit. I'm sounding like some emo jackal. The worst fear of every man is to become that which he most despises. Am I walking the road to damnation? I guess I am. Am I having fun? Maybe. Am I ready to die anytime soon? No, I'm not. I'll boot Hades back to his foggy pit if he tries to collect me. Sorry for the complete lack of humour in this post guys. I'm brain-dead.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Update
Hi guys had no time to update recently because I'm kinda tired out by the start of the school year. And also because I'm lazy. Anyway.
Life has been kinda shitty recently. Or not. I'm not sure. I've improved quite a lot in parkour, but there's still a long way to go, i.e. the rest of my life. Fell down in shit the previous tuesday. Shitwater at least. Not fun. Huakai, if you're reading this, you owe me 10 dollars.
Not looking forward to the new additions to the scout troop this coming Feb/March. I kinda hate sec 1s. If you want to ask me whether I hate my sec 1 self, yes. Why? They're ignorant, loud, childish, annoying. But we're all like that. I acknowledge that. Doesn't stop me from hating them. I hate primary school kids more anyway. Luckily I won't be interacting with them much until the ASLs have taught them what they need to know. Let's hope this year's sec 1s are more competent.
3L is alright I guess. Let's hope it just gets better.
I don't know what to make of my life now. As of now, except from my family, close friends and Parkour, there's nothing to live for. Guess I'll just focus on parkour for now. PKSG FTW!
Life has been kinda shitty recently. Or not. I'm not sure. I've improved quite a lot in parkour, but there's still a long way to go, i.e. the rest of my life. Fell down in shit the previous tuesday. Shitwater at least. Not fun. Huakai, if you're reading this, you owe me 10 dollars.
Not looking forward to the new additions to the scout troop this coming Feb/March. I kinda hate sec 1s. If you want to ask me whether I hate my sec 1 self, yes. Why? They're ignorant, loud, childish, annoying. But we're all like that. I acknowledge that. Doesn't stop me from hating them. I hate primary school kids more anyway. Luckily I won't be interacting with them much until the ASLs have taught them what they need to know. Let's hope this year's sec 1s are more competent.
3L is alright I guess. Let's hope it just gets better.
I don't know what to make of my life now. As of now, except from my family, close friends and Parkour, there's nothing to live for. Guess I'll just focus on parkour for now. PKSG FTW!
Sunday, January 4, 2009
I'm bored and not sleepy yet
So I gotta occupy myself until I sleep.
From huixian's blog(don't usually read it but, I'm bored) :
1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you?
A donkey named Lars
2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What is it?
Alpha Male of a wolf pack.
3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
We touch noses and greet, and spend the day hunting.
4.You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house. How big is it?
A medieval style peasant sized cottage.
5. Is your dream house surrounded by fence?
No.
6.You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with?
A bowl of fruits in the center, animals everywhere else. Alive. Feasting. Not on each other.
7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
A ceramic mug
8. What do you do with the cup?
I hurl it far from the forest. It doesn't belong there.
9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at a body of water, what kind is it?
A lake.
10.How do you cross that body of water?
Swim
1. the person you are walking with in the woods is the person most impt to you.
LARS! WILL YOU MARRY ME?
2.the size of the animal represents your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
Alpha Male sized problems. I can tell.
3. The severity of your interaction represents how u deal with your problems.
I deal with my problems like best friends?
4. The size of your dream house is the size of ur ambition.
Not true. Or is it?
5.A lack of fence means you have an open personality. People are welcomed to your life at all times. If you have a fence, you prefer people to not drop by unannounced.
I guess.
6. If your answer did not include food, flowers or people, then you are generally unhappy.
...........
7. The durability of the material with the cup represents the perceived durability of your relationship with ur lovers.
I guess it's kinda true.
8. What you did with the cup represents ur attitude.
My attitude towards what? Everything? I hurl everything far far away?
9. The size of the body of water represents the size of your relationships.
Lake. How can a lake sized relationship be fragile(refer to question 7)?
10. The way you cross the water represents how easy or hard u expect ur life to be.
So I expect my life to be like Dante Must Die difficulty.
Next quiz
Also from huixian's blog(where else am I supposed to find a quiz?)
RULES:1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
Note: For the sake of comedy, I'm switching to my Metal playlist.
If someone says "is this okay?" you say:
Wish I Had An Angel - Nightwish
(Hey man take a look at this structure. Is this okay? Wish I had an angel.)
What do you like in a guy/girl?
Push It - Static X
("Yeah you push it!" x 4 ----Lyrics. Serious)
How do you feel today?
Nemo - Nightwish
(The song is about a person not knowing her identity. ???)
What is your life's purpose?
Bring Me To Life - Evanescence (note: not classified Metal, but heavy enough to be in my list)
(DON'T YOU DIE ON ME LARS!)
What is your motto?
Psychosocial - Slipknot
("And the rain will kill us all, throw ourselves against the wall, but no one else can see; the preservation of the martyr in me. Psychosocial x 4")
What do your friends think of you?
Haunted - Disturbed
(I'm not haunted. Yet.)
What do you think of your parents?
Dragula - Rob Zombie
(The Dragula is a sports car designed to look like a coffin.)
What do you think about very often?
Scum of the Earth - Rob Zombie
(It's true, I think about the scum of the earth often.)
What is 2 + 2?
Bodies - Drowning Pool
(2 + 2 = Bodies. NO LARS! NOOOOOOOO)
What do you think of your best friend?
10,000 Fists - Disturbed
(He/She does / does not deserve Ten Thousand Fists.)
What do you think of the person you like?
Voicess - Disturbed
(I think she's hearing voices.)
What is your life story?
Wish I Had An Angel - Nightwish (Note: Purely coincidental. I only have 35 songs in the playlist)
(Would you believe the accuracy of this one?)
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Before I Forget - Slipknot
(I want to not have amnesia)
What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Everybody's Fool - Evanescence
("Perfect by nature, Icons of self-indulgence...")
What will you dance to at your wedding?
Indestructible - Disturbed
("My motivation, an oath I've sworn to defend, to win the honor of coming back home again.")
What will they play at your funeral?
Guarded - Disturbed
(No. I want them to play Cantina Band from Star Wars: A New Hope in an annoying neverending loop.)
What is your hobby/interest?
Before I Forget - Slipknot (Told ya. 35 songs)
(My hobby is to remember stuff?)
What is your biggest fear?
Everybody's Fool - Evanescence (too bad I rated this one 4 stars)
(I guess perhaps that is my biggest fear. Being Everybody's Fool.)
What is your biggest secret?
Indestructible - Disturbed
("I am indestructible!" ---- Lyrics. No kidding.)
Right still not even half sleepy. Must be lacking caffeine.
*spends 15 minutes looking for more stuff to do*
okay NOW I'm tired. seeya.
From huixian's blog(don't usually read it but, I'm bored) :
1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you?
A donkey named Lars
2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What is it?
Alpha Male of a wolf pack.
3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
We touch noses and greet, and spend the day hunting.
4.You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house. How big is it?
A medieval style peasant sized cottage.
5. Is your dream house surrounded by fence?
No.
6.You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with?
A bowl of fruits in the center, animals everywhere else. Alive. Feasting. Not on each other.
7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
A ceramic mug
8. What do you do with the cup?
I hurl it far from the forest. It doesn't belong there.
9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at a body of water, what kind is it?
A lake.
10.How do you cross that body of water?
Swim
1. the person you are walking with in the woods is the person most impt to you.
LARS! WILL YOU MARRY ME?
2.the size of the animal represents your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
Alpha Male sized problems. I can tell.
3. The severity of your interaction represents how u deal with your problems.
I deal with my problems like best friends?
4. The size of your dream house is the size of ur ambition.
Not true. Or is it?
5.A lack of fence means you have an open personality. People are welcomed to your life at all times. If you have a fence, you prefer people to not drop by unannounced.
I guess.
6. If your answer did not include food, flowers or people, then you are generally unhappy.
...........
7. The durability of the material with the cup represents the perceived durability of your relationship with ur lovers.
I guess it's kinda true.
8. What you did with the cup represents ur attitude.
My attitude towards what? Everything? I hurl everything far far away?
9. The size of the body of water represents the size of your relationships.
Lake. How can a lake sized relationship be fragile(refer to question 7)?
10. The way you cross the water represents how easy or hard u expect ur life to be.
So I expect my life to be like Dante Must Die difficulty.
Next quiz
Also from huixian's blog(where else am I supposed to find a quiz?)
RULES:1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
Note: For the sake of comedy, I'm switching to my Metal playlist.
If someone says "is this okay?" you say:
Wish I Had An Angel - Nightwish
(Hey man take a look at this structure. Is this okay? Wish I had an angel.)
What do you like in a guy/girl?
Push It - Static X
("Yeah you push it!" x 4 ----Lyrics. Serious)
How do you feel today?
Nemo - Nightwish
(The song is about a person not knowing her identity. ???)
What is your life's purpose?
Bring Me To Life - Evanescence (note: not classified Metal, but heavy enough to be in my list)
(DON'T YOU DIE ON ME LARS!)
What is your motto?
Psychosocial - Slipknot
("And the rain will kill us all, throw ourselves against the wall, but no one else can see; the preservation of the martyr in me. Psychosocial x 4")
What do your friends think of you?
Haunted - Disturbed
(I'm not haunted. Yet.)
What do you think of your parents?
Dragula - Rob Zombie
(The Dragula is a sports car designed to look like a coffin.)
What do you think about very often?
Scum of the Earth - Rob Zombie
(It's true, I think about the scum of the earth often.)
What is 2 + 2?
Bodies - Drowning Pool
(2 + 2 = Bodies. NO LARS! NOOOOOOOO)
What do you think of your best friend?
10,000 Fists - Disturbed
(He/She does / does not deserve Ten Thousand Fists.)
What do you think of the person you like?
Voicess - Disturbed
(I think she's hearing voices.)
What is your life story?
Wish I Had An Angel - Nightwish (Note: Purely coincidental. I only have 35 songs in the playlist)
(Would you believe the accuracy of this one?)
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Before I Forget - Slipknot
(I want to not have amnesia)
What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Everybody's Fool - Evanescence
("Perfect by nature, Icons of self-indulgence...")
What will you dance to at your wedding?
Indestructible - Disturbed
("My motivation, an oath I've sworn to defend, to win the honor of coming back home again.")
What will they play at your funeral?
Guarded - Disturbed
(No. I want them to play Cantina Band from Star Wars: A New Hope in an annoying neverending loop.)
What is your hobby/interest?
Before I Forget - Slipknot (Told ya. 35 songs)
(My hobby is to remember stuff?)
What is your biggest fear?
Everybody's Fool - Evanescence (too bad I rated this one 4 stars)
(I guess perhaps that is my biggest fear. Being Everybody's Fool.)
What is your biggest secret?
Indestructible - Disturbed
("I am indestructible!" ---- Lyrics. No kidding.)
Right still not even half sleepy. Must be lacking caffeine.
*spends 15 minutes looking for more stuff to do*
okay NOW I'm tired. seeya.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Happy New Year
Happy New Year to all my readers, and thank you for reading this blog for as long as you have. Unless this is the first time. In which case go screw yourself.
Happy New Year to 2B'08 for being a *not gonna say it* class all year round, and last year. You have been an endless source of amusement, frustration and disgust.
Happy New Year to Imba 6. You have been an endless source of pain and amusement.
Happy New Year to Bobo/Bolun/宝宝/Balloon for being.....Bolun.
Happy New Year to Rvians for making me feel like dying all year round.
Happy New Year to the RV teachers for being complete asses all year round, with the exception of those few. Who will know who they are.
Happy New Year to 3L'09 because I know if I don't include you guys something will happen to me next year.
Happy New Year to all the Primary 6 Xingnanians of 2006 for turning into complete jackasses in sec school.
Happy New Year to PKSG, especially those who came for the NYE jam. It was great and I hope that there will be more jams like these in the future. Special thanks to the more experienced guys(whose names elude me) for teaching the beginners and to cp for filming. Better make a good video out of it.
Happy New Year to that guy playing guitar and harmonica in the Clarke Quay underpass. It'd better be because I gave you $1.20. And that other guy playing guitar on my way back. Because I gave you $2(I noticed everyone else put down coins).
And Happy New Year to everyone else whom I haven't mentioned for whatever reason.
And if you guys really wanna know, yes I DID run into a wall. You should try what I did. You'll not only injure your knee with a few minor scratches.
P.S. Good luck to the teachers of 3L'09.
Happy New Year to 2B'08 for being a *not gonna say it* class all year round, and last year. You have been an endless source of amusement, frustration and disgust.
Happy New Year to Imba 6. You have been an endless source of pain and amusement.
Happy New Year to Bobo/Bolun/宝宝/Balloon for being.....Bolun.
Happy New Year to Rvians for making me feel like dying all year round.
Happy New Year to the RV teachers for being complete asses all year round, with the exception of those few. Who will know who they are.
Happy New Year to 3L'09 because I know if I don't include you guys something will happen to me next year.
Happy New Year to all the Primary 6 Xingnanians of 2006 for turning into complete jackasses in sec school.
Happy New Year to PKSG, especially those who came for the NYE jam. It was great and I hope that there will be more jams like these in the future. Special thanks to the more experienced guys(whose names elude me) for teaching the beginners and to cp for filming. Better make a good video out of it.
Happy New Year to that guy playing guitar and harmonica in the Clarke Quay underpass. It'd better be because I gave you $1.20. And that other guy playing guitar on my way back. Because I gave you $2(I noticed everyone else put down coins).
And Happy New Year to everyone else whom I haven't mentioned for whatever reason.
And if you guys really wanna know, yes I DID run into a wall. You should try what I did. You'll not only injure your knee with a few minor scratches.
P.S. Good luck to the teachers of 3L'09.
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